Am I?

Am I so worst till you are not dare to tell me this?

Am I so worst till you need such a long time to tell me this?

Am I so worst till you can't tell me something that you can tell them easily?

You had told me a lot today. I had heard a lot today. At a moment like this only I knew that what are you thinking. Is it so difficult to told me that? I don't understand. I know my reaction had frighten you, but same goes to me. Frankly, I felt dissapointed at that moment.Only 1 question is wandering in my mind: What am I actually meant to you?

You will asked my help or advice for anything, even only small thing like how to use washing machine. You like to ask my advice in your family problem and especially your relation problem. But today I realised, these were just those old sweet days...

You have your own reason while you choose not to tell me this. I knew that and I understand, no explanation require from you. I knew what you think and what you feel, you know why? Because I understand you more than you...

Remember the HCL message?Remember you hurt so much when I didn't tell you that I had passed my car test?Remember our promise?

My mind is so blur now, I don't want to continue this. I knew if i continue, I'll messed up everything I wanted to tell you.Still the same old requirement. Give me few more days, thank you...