刺猬

最后一抹的微笑

在转身之后

我闭上眼哭了

仅存的一点点骄傲

华丽的外表终於丢掉

很徬徨很孤单是寂寞或悲惨

一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范

伪装得勇敢

不轻易让你看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上一片无声黑暗

心痛得大声呼喊

*我想我没那么坚强

每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好

渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻

刺猬的坚强全都是假象..哭吧

原来我没有想象中勇敢。。。

 

  

 

 

心情日记

没有心情日记

因为

没有心情写日记

也没有写日记的心情。。。

一篇写不完也写不下去的日记。。。

一片卸不完也卸不下去的心情。。。

苦笑

就是这么简单

就是这么脆弱

为什么一碰就会碎？

因为

就是这么简单

就是这么脆弱

我可以做些什么？

苦笑

因为

哈哈

就是这么简单

就是这么脆弱

指挥家

人生是一首又一首的进行曲，

演奏的是他人，指挥的是你，

人生就在棒起棒落间流逝，

人生就在曲终人散时画下句点。

人生的每一个音符都是由你挥洒出来的，

高低起伏？平平无奇？风起云涌？绕梁三日？

你的决定。。。

遗憾的是，你可能无法完美的指挥每首进行曲。

骄傲的是，你指挥的每首进行曲是独一无二的。

神秘的是，你无法预测下一首进行曲。

美丽的是，你现在指挥的进行曲是由你掌握的。

每个人都必须当个生命的指挥家，

因为，

每个人都只有一次的机会指挥自己的生命。。。

Am I?

Am I so worst till you are not dare to tell me this?

Am I so worst till you need such a long time to tell me this?

Am I so worst till you can't tell me something that you can tell them easily?

You had told me a lot today. I had heard a lot today. At a moment like this only I knew that what are you thinking. Is it so difficult to told me that? I don't understand. I know my reaction had frighten you, but same goes to me. Frankly, I felt dissapointed at that moment.Only 1 question is wandering in my mind: What am I actually meant to you?

You will asked my help or advice for anything, even only small thing like how to use washing machine. You like to ask my advice in your family problem and especially your relation problem. But today I realised, these were just those old sweet days...

You have your own reason while you choose not to tell me this. I knew that and I understand, no explanation require from you. I knew what you think and what you feel, you know why? Because I understand you more than you...

Remember the HCL message?Remember you hurt so much when I didn't tell you that I had passed my car test?Remember our promise?

My mind is so blur now, I don't want to continue this. I knew if i continue, I'll messed up everything I wanted to tell you.Still the same old requirement. Give me few more days, thank you...